Hmmmm...

My update today is a confusing one. I am unsure if it is good news or bad news. I suppose if it is a question, then the answer is actually staring at me in the face.

The GOOD News - Bill got up today, took a shower, put in contacts, and left the house!! He called me as I was on my way home and was in his car driving around looking at the tremendous fire damage that surrounds our humble abode. He was gone 30 minutes - all by himself! Then after I came home, the 3 of us went to run some errands. Bill even provided his taxi skills, while I did all the legwork. It was really a treat having him go with us. Even Tyler said, "Thanks for coming with us, Dad. That was nice of you."

The BAD News - The reason Bill left the house today was because he just couldn't lie in bed any longer. He said he could feel the tumor in his groin and could not bear staying in bed "feeling it" anymore. It wasn't necessarily physical pain that ailed him today, but it was the mental anguish that weighed heavily on his mind. I pray with my entire being that he is wrong.

Hopefully he can muster up more energy for this weekend... energy that is not fueled by the fire... literally!