I can honestly say that I miss my Camp Widow friends each and every day. Being one of many instead of the only one is a feeling that words can not describe. The weekend played a monumental role in my grief process. Although we all began the weekend in very different places; I think we all left a bit further along in our individual steps of grieving.
I truly believe I have reached a new level. Not a "high," but definitely not rock bottom, either.
Am I moving on? I'm not sure that is actually possible... but I am moving forward. I'd like to think that my emotions are leveling out, and my "sadness" is no longer echoing in the deepest hole on Earth.
I feel a bit like Goldilocks. It's not too hot, and not too cold... but just right. I feel just right with accepting that grief is a process, and I can't accelerate the outcome. There really is no finish line in this race. I will never be "over it" and I now realize (to quote Bill) that, "it is what it is," and oddly enough... I'm OK with that.
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I missed your blog...love all the posts this week...thanks so much for sharing :)
I miss you too! Being just right is alright!!!
Irene
hmmm...I miss all my Camp Widow friends too. I like how you quoted Bill, (Brian said the same thing too) and that's where I am as well. It is what it is. We cannot go back and change anything, so we must figure out how to go forward.
Hope to see you and Tyler soon!
Jenn
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